K.V.M.

I’ve decided to start and continually add to my bucket list.. While I’m still young enough to think of crazy, outrageous things. So here goes nothing:

one) Travel in space for a prolonged period of time.

two) Dance in the rain (sober).

three) Get kicked out a club for jamming too hard.

four) Cover all appropriate areas of my body with tattoos.

five) Fall in love.

six) Get a seriously expensive luxury vehicle because I can.

seven) Go cliff jumping.

eight) Lose an excessive amount of money in Las Vegas.

nine) Sing the national anthem at a sporting event.

ten) Travel to all of the places I never thought I would go (Italy, Greece, Spain, Thailand, and Switzerland)

eleven) Tour all of South America.

twelve) Find a cure for Alzheimer’s Disease.

thirteen) Revolutionize surgical practices.

fourteen) Run my own clinic with several other doctors in Southern California (basically live a Private Practice lifestyle)

Hmm, that is it for now. Have to keep thinking!

Fuck it! It is the last summer that I will get to jam with the highschool party crew, so I am going to go for it!

Regardless of circumstance I will enjoy myself, piss of my liver, get crazy tan lines, and enjoy the time spent with the people who have made these passed six months as pleasant as possible!

Wheeeeeuuu!

Sometimes I’m left speechless by how lucky I am to have the friends that I do. My girls… Y’all mean literally everything to me; I can’t even begin to express how grateful I am that I have you in my life.

You keep my insanity in check, and bring me back into the world when I just want to crawl away into a deep dark hole. Love you always :)

I love the light for it shows me the way yet,

I’ll endure the darkness for it shows me the stars.

How do you lose a friendship so real? A trust so unbreakable? A bond so unshakable? Well apparently you put two lifelong friends into a house together, add in a boyfriend, horribly unhealthy relationship, sprinkle in a wee bit of lying and resentment.. Voila! You’ve got it, one steaming pile of shit that once resembled a friendship. It’s depressing how easily something so real can crumble to pieces. I’m sorry. I hope you are too. Mostly I just want my best friend back, would you mind trying to find her?

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I’m sick and tired of people acting like they are so cool. Nobody cares how you try so hard to be different. Quit trying to attract attention. Just because you think your so awesome makes you think you have the right to do whatever you want. In the end it will all come back to bite you. Can you not just give it all up and live souled out?

Forever the hopeless romantic. Can’t tell if that’s a good thing or not.

I want a love that fills my entire body.

I want a love that makes me appreciate every single breath I take on Earth.

I want a love that conquers every hardship and makes no problem seem too big to solve.

I want a love that is unbreakable.

I want a love straight out of an old film; cheesy lines and all.

I want a love that makes me change my mind about relationships and how illogical love is in the first place.

I want a love with a sappy prince charming who would give everything up for me.

I want a love so strong it doesn’t need constant reassurance.

I want a love that words can bring no justice to.

…Who am I kidding? I’m too irrational for love.

I find it incredibly frustrating when people come to me for advice but refuse to actually take it. Sometimes I do know what I’m talking about folks! Just so happens I’ve been through a lot of shit in my life, had a lot of heartbreak.. So I kind of know what I’m talking about when it comes to relationships.

Despite all this people still don’t take me seriously. Awesome. Guess I’ll always have the advice you should have taken before you got your heart broken.. Again.

I’ll always be here to pick up the pieces but that doesn’t mean I like it. Next time I just won’t offer my help I suppose.